KIT KNEW BEFORE she left MacKlenna
Farm that she’d find dead people in South Pass.
The same quiet tension she’d experienced as a paramedic racing through
Lexington’s streets en route to an accident infused her with a concentrated
focus. She always expected the worst. This time was no different.
The miasma of death hit her nostrils
mere seconds before she saw ten bullet-ridden human corpses. Eight men, two
women, no children. The site was a bloody crime scene. The victims had been
gathered and massacred together. The savagery was incomprehensible. Kit’s
stomach roiled at the huge pools of congealed blood. Her mind tried to
compartmentalize. She needed to see the scene through her professional lens,
only peripherally through a personal one. But that would take a minute or two
or five or maybe not at all.
Was her birth mother one of the
bloodied women? Her birth father one of the bloodied men? She inched her
fingers inside her blouse and fondled the locket around her neck. Why had some
demented person stolen their dreams and robbed them of their hopes? She tried
to piece the puzzle together, to get a clear picture in her mind, but the
effort manifested in a whirl of confusion.
Cullen dismounted amidst a roar of
flies. A blue vein pulsed in his temple. His hand caressed the handle of his
holstered Colt canting over his hip. Eyes alert, searching. He looped Jasper’s
reins through the spokes of a wheel on one of the six wagons chained together.
The smashed grass indicated animals had been in the corral, but they were gone
now.
Kit untied her neck scarf and
wrapped it around her nose and mouth, filtering the omnipresent dust sticking
to every surface, even her sweat covered body.
Look at their faces.
She swallowed hard, unsure of
herself. There was an awkward tumble of her heartbeat as she dismounted and
stepped toward the dead people. Until this moment, they were only words on a
page she’d found in Frances’s journal. Now the scene unfolded, frame by frame,
in a grotesque silent movie.
She smelled them. Saw them. Heard
their phantom screams.
Then, one-by-one, she approached
each male corpse and looked into the rictus of horror on his face and the pain
in his terror-filled eyes.
No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.
The man in the portrait miniature
was not among them. Relief swarmed through her stinging every nerve with
pinpoint precision. Why was she relieved? Now she’d never identify the man. But
that seemed easier to accept than the fact he’d been rounded up and butchered
like an animal.
A storm grew in her mind of
hurricane proportions. She needed to go to work and let the hurricane stall out
over the desert until later, until she got home and mixed the pain and trauma
in with all the rest.
She gazed at Cullen. He caressed her
briefly with eyes so blue they bordered on purple. She nodded, answering his
unspoken question. I’m okay.
Kit swung her arms in an
encompassing gesture. “Please don’t touch anything until I can get pictures. I
want to document what happened here.”
“We don’t have time for you to
sketch.” Cullen spoke without looking at her, his eyes intense with thought.
“I’m not.” She grabbed a digital
camera from her saddlebag. “You told Braham about me, didn’t you?”
He swept his gloved hand across her
cheek. “He knows.”
She stood frozen a moment, then
shrugged.
Cullen pointed at her camera.
“What's that?”
“I’ll explain later.” She took a
discriminating turn around the crime scene, snapping pictures of scattered
clothing and bedding, opened burlap bags, overturned furniture, flour dumped
into white piles. The murderers had thoroughly searched the wagons, but for
what? Pouches of gold nuggets? She tried to make sense of the senselessness.
“What do you suppose they were
looking for?” Braham asked.
Cullen removed his hat and swiped
his arm across his forehead. “The question is did they find it?”
“Let me get pictures inside the
wagons then you can gather up Bibles, letters, journals, anything that might
help identify them. Then we’ll bury them.”
The wagons were easy to photograph.
But later, as each face came into the frame, the shock weighed her down. The
camera became too heavy to hold, and the air too thick to breathe.
Kit closed her eyes, blocking out
the scene, but she saw it all through closed lids. Ten weeks she’d spent in the
nineteenth century and traveled a thousand miles to take one picture. She had
dozens now. But not the one she had framed in her mind. Not the one she had set
out to take.
Cullen and Braham proceeded through
the crime scene, climbing in and out of the wagons and searching pockets. When
they finished, she went back to each wagon and took more photographs. That’s
when she spotted a cradle. Every muscle in her body fibrillated. She crossed
her arms, held them close, and waited for the rapid twitching to stop.
After a few moments, her body
relaxed but the mingled apprehension and bafflement remained. She poked her
head around the corner of the wagon. “Cullen.” He shifted his gaze from the
buzzards flying lazy circles in the sky. “There’s a cradle in this wagon but
there’s no sign of a baby. Have you seen a grave?” She heard the waffle in her
voice.
Cullen wore an expression of intense
concentration. “No.”
“Where’s Braham? Maybe he found
one.”
“He left a while ago to water the
horses and put on some coffee. He thought we’d want to talk before we told the
others what we found here.”
She glanced back at the cradle. It
didn’t make sense. Both women had multiple chest wounds, as did the men. All
ten would have died instantly. None of them could have wrapped a baby in a
bloody shawl and sent the infant through time. So what did that mean?
“I’m through here. Are you?” Cullen
asked.
“I’ve seen enough,” she said.
He offered his arm. Maybe he noticed
her trembling. Maybe he sensed it, but she knew she couldn’t walk without
support. If he said anything else to her, she didn’t hear him. She heard only
the sweep of their boots through the tall grass as they walked the short
distance to Braham’s campfire and a cup of strong, black coffee.
The earth was quiet now. It no
longer rumbled, but she imagined it did way down deep below the surface. She
removed her scarf, eased to the ground, and sipped the coffee Braham handed
her.
Cullen sat and placed a burlap sack
of the items he and Braham had collected on the grass between them. Kit emptied
it onto the ground and spread the contents out. There were four Bibles, three
journals, and two stacks of letters tied with black ribbons. She took a shivery
breath, opened a Bible, and read aloud from the dedication page. “Kenneth and
Jean Murray married in Springfield, Illinois, February 16, 1851. Heather Marie
Murray, born May 1, 1852.”
Kit closed the Bible, her hands cold
and shaky. “Where is Heather now?”
Cullen removed his gloves and dusted
his hands, then picked up a stack of letters and untied the ribbon. “Probably
didn’t survive.”
“Why didn’t they enter her date of
death?”
“Maybe the baby died yesterday.
Maybe last week. We don’t know. Probably never will.”
Braham turned to them. “Why would
someone murder these folks?”
Maybe they were looking for gold.
Kit had the sensation of scrambling for purchase on a rocky ledge, battered,
bruised, and bloodied.
Hold on for a little while longer.
Cullen squeezed her hand. “I’m here,
lass.” He gazed at her, but she avoided his eyes. After a moment, he tilted her
chin, forcing her to look at him. “I’ve seen this look before. You know
something about this, don’t you?”
She didn’t reply for a long moment.
Then, she said, “It’s why I’m here.”
“Who’d you come to see?”
“The Murrays.”
“I’m sorry they’re dead, lass.”
She hooded her eyes. “I knew they
would be.”
“You came here to find dead people?”
When she opened her mouth to answer,
Cullen placed two fingers against her lips. “Tell me anything, but don’t tell
me it’s complicated.”
She licked her lips and caught his
finger in the sweep of her tongue. He dropped his hand. What will he say when
he finds out I came looking for him? “A journal written by Frances Barrett—”
“John’s little girl?” Braham asked.
“Yes.” She followed her answer with
a thin smile. “Frances’s journal was or will be discovered in Portland, Oregon.
Most of it unreadable. But an entry dated June 16, 1852—”
“That’s today,” Cullen said.
She squeezed his hand. “The entry
says—” Kit stopped and took a breath. “—June 16, 1852 South Pass. Mr.
Montgomery found a bloody mess. All murdered on Murray wagon train. Murray baby
girl missing.’”
Cullen’s jaw dropped. “You knew of
me before we met? Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Tell you what? That I came back in
time to meet you so you’d take me to South Pass to find a wagon train full of
dead people? What would you have done?”
“I might have been able to stop what
happened.”
“No, you would’ve gotten yourself
killed.”
“I don’t understand what this has to
do with you?”
“I thought the Murrays might be my
birth parents.” The idea suddenly seemed ludicrous. Had she put two-and-two
together, come up with ten, and convinced herself it was four? She toyed with
the portrait miniature hanging around her neck from a gilt chain.
Cullen sat motionless except for a
stress tic in his jaw. Then, a chilly response: “Explain, please.”
“Based on the journal and other
information I had, I believed there was a good possibility I was their baby.”
Braham stepped up to them. “I don’t
need to be hornin’ in here—”
“Then don’t,” Cullen said, glaring
at him. He turned to Kit. “What’s your evidence?”
“The letter from my father said that
when he found me I had the brooch, a blood-splattered lace shawl with a
monogrammed M, and a portrait miniature. At first, I thought the M stood for
MacKlenna. After I read about the Murray’s missing baby, I thought it might
stand for Murray. Since the Murrays were murdered, I assumed that’s how blood
got on the shawl.”
“What else do you have?” Cullen
asked.
“I made three assumptions. The
bloody shawl belonged to my mother. My last name started with an M, and the man
in the miniature portrait was my father.”
“What portrait?” Cullen asked.
She pulled the miniature from under
her blouse.
“It’s a huge leap for you to assume
you’re the Murray’s missing baby,” Cullen said.
“I agree.”
“You do?”
“That’s why I decided to be here on
June 16. If I could see the bodies, I would know if Mr. Murray and the man in
the portrait were one in the same. I now know they aren’t, but I still don’t
know who he is. Finding the bodies didn’t answer the question I needed
answered.”
Cullen pointed to the portrait
miniature. “May I see it?”
Kit unclasped the chain and placed
the jewelry in his palm. He studied the portrait with no visible change in
expression. Then he handed the portrait to Braham.
Braham looked at the miniature. His
face drained of color. “I’ve seen this man.”
“Where?” Cullen and Kit asked
simultaneously.
“He was at the Phillips’s party.”
Braham gave Cullen a thinking stare. “He came into the ballroom and spoke to
Mr. Phillips, ten maybe fifteen minutes. Phillips welcomed him in a friendly
manner, then he left. I wasn’t introduced so I don’t know his name. Didn’t you
meet him?”
Cullen cleared his throat. “I met
Abigail that night.”
Braham tugged on his lips. “I know
this is the same man. He’s older now, probably approaching fifty,
distinguished, impeccably dressed, carefully groomed. I assumed he was
Phillips’s client, or a partner in one of his business ventures.” He handed the
portrait back to Kit. “He’s alive. At least he was nine months ago. We’ll find
him in San Francisco.”
“We?” She felt herself sliding down
the side of the slippery ridge. “I can’t go to San Francisco. I have to go
home. People are worried about me.”
“Send them a letter. Tell them
you’ll be home in a few months,” Braham said, giving her a wisp of a smile.
“We don’t have to decide on our next
steps right now. But we do need to bury the dead. We’ll talk about this later,”
Cullen said.
“There’s nothing to talk about.
You’re going to San Francisco to marry Abigail. I’m going home.”
A charged silenced passed among
them.
“Abigail died in the spring before I
met you. Braham told me yesterday.” The muscles tightened around his eyes. “He
was afraid if he told me I’d run off to California.”
“Because he’d feel responsible,”
Braham added.
She fixed Cullen with a serious
gaze. “You feel responsible for everybody. That’s probably why you’ve haunted
me since I was ten years old.”
His face turned more shades of gray
than she could draw. “I’m not sure I want to hear this.”
“Well, I do.” Braham stretched out
his legs and laced his hands behind his head as if expecting the reading of a
massive tome. “Just out of curiosity, how many years has that been?”
“Fifteen years this November.”
“You were twelve, Cul. That was the
year your sister died. How many times have you seen him as a ghost?”
“Dozens. But some I remember more
than others because of what happened to me the same day. Like the sighting five
years ago.”
Braham dropped his arms and leaned
forward. “That’s when we decided to go to California. When was the next time
you remember?”
“Six months ago.”
Braham removed a cigar from his
pocket and pointed it at Cullen. “That’s when you and Mr. Phillips had the
conversation about Abigail.”
“And the next.”
“Two months later,” Kit said.
“That’s when you decided not to go
back to San Francisco, but stay and help Henry with the wagon train.”
“Are there any others you recall?”
Cullen frowned, and his gaze turned inward.
“The day I left my century and met
you in Independence,” she said.
“I wasn’t supposed to be in town.
Henry and I planned to ride over to the Blue River, but decided against it
early that morning.” His frown grew deeper.
“We know what Cullen was doing. What
were you doing, Kit?”
The events unnerved her. “The first
time I ever saw you was on my tenth birthday. I fell off my horse and broke my
back. The doctors said I’d never walk again.”
“Next,” Cullen asked.
Her heart rate escalated with each
memory, the significance of the timing more astounding. “You appeared at dawn
on the day Wayne attacked me, and I remember seeing you the night my family
died, and again the day I found the letter from my father.”
“And then again before you left your
century,” Cullen said.
“That vision was different though.
It was of you and Sean MacKlenna selecting Thomas’s gravesite on MacKlenna
Farm. But Thomas doesn’t die until January 25, 1853. I don’t think you’ll be
Kentucky in six months, do you?”
“Can’t see how that’s likely to
happen.”
“That vision doesn’t fit the pattern
at all,” Braham said.
“Do you want to meet Thomas
MacKlenna before he dies?” Cullen asked.
“I’m not a MacKlenna. There’s no
reason.”
“Then why did you see me there?”
The question hung in the air for a
moment, and then she said, “We’ll probably never know.”
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